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I embrace the sense of separation found within me; the
one which says there is lack in my experience. I see how this idea has shaped
the life I’m living at this moment. I find myself muddling through each month
running out of money before the month runs out. I know this would not be in my
experience if, on levels I have not yet probed, there is the belief that there is
a limit to the amount of money I can handle.
I have looked at this appearance long and hard over the years
and the situation has not changed in any perceptible manner. The level of
acceptance of doing without has become more than a habit with me; it is the way
I view my world. I openly acknowledge that I am one with all of life; however,
when it comes to money I stand a little apart. Yesterday before going to
church, I owned up to that belief with tears; as I viewed the financial
obligations still outstanding and the balance in my bank account. Those obligations
and that balance left little or no discretionary funds. I was in despair and
wept.
I cried aloud to my soul to assist me in purging myself
of this false belief; felt relief on an emotional level, and went to church
with my usual enthusiasm. After the service I received the first of three
answers. My beloved friend Shala gave me a gift of tamales which she made
herself and knew I loved along with chocolate. Answer number one. My eighty
year old friend Margaret threw a Valentine’s Day party I attended after church.
She had a gift for me from Christmas. Answer number two. I returned home late
for me. My upstairs neighbor was waving and signally to me as I parked the car.
She ran downstairs and handed me a cup cake in honor of the day. Answer number
three.
I could not ask more of the Universe that my question was
answered and that indeed I am connected to everything including money. During the
service I wrote on the yellow brick card handed out for individual affirmations
of the connection to life. Here’s what I wrote:
I am whole. I an connected to abundance. I am the
expression of infinite abundance. I am that.
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